3:35 AM and Nothing to Do

You know what? I'm thinking that would make one great song title.

The Underdog

I've successfully come across a Jonas Brothers song that I can honestly say PERFECTLY describes me. It's called "Underdog" and here are the lyrics:

She's an underdog

Lives next door to me

She's always heard you won't amount to anything

And it kills me to watch the agony beyond her eyes

Tragic the way people pass her by

But now I realize

That everyone sees her

But nobody knows her

She screams in her pillow

For a better tomorrow

She hates it

But she takes it

Watch out for that girl

One day she may change the world

That's the first verse/chorus. If you want to listen to the whole thing then here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kcYYtVBoQPM It's an amazing song, which has made it's way onto my list of official favorites (: Tell me what you thinnnkkkk. Oh, and like my new header?

Merry CHRISTmas!

Since it's officially Christmas (12:37 A.M.) I decided to wish you all a very merry day! Hope you all are content with what ever you have and you don't forget that Jesus is the reason for the season! And I also wanted to show you guys a little poem I wrote earlier:

COUNTERFEIT CHRISTMAS

Away in a manger

A dusty box for His bed

Stowed away in your basement

Smothered by green and red

Instead of the wise men

You've got snowmen and cheer

Forget sheep and oxen when

There's flying reindeer

Instead of the holy child

A jolly old man's on display

Ribbons and bows replace

The bed of hay

Presents wait to be opened

Under the "holiday" tree

Blinded by the lights and ornaments

You've failed to see

This arrangement is empty

Without Jesus it's bland and dry

It's a counterfeit Christmas

Open your eyes

Tell me what you think of the poem! :) I'll post later on today, you know, during the NORMAL waking hours (tehehe) to tell you all about my day. Leave comments and tell me how your Christmas was, too! <3

P.S. If there's any random lurker people on this blog, though I doubt it, if you even think about stealing my poem I will track you down like a wolf. No joke.

Music and Earrings

Chelsea and I aren't starting a band (why is why I deleted my last post!). But anyways, we agreed that our musical styles would clash...a lot. So I'm still gonna start one, I'm DETERMINED to. And I think I know who I'll make it witthhh :) Anyways, I just got my ears pierced again! Right on the cartilage at the top. Ow oww. Here, take a looksie!:

I think it looks cool. Some people *coughJOHNcough* think it's weird. Boys are silly. Anyways, it didn't hurt too much...it kinda felt like my ear was being hole-punched (tehehe). It'll gonna be a bugger to sleep on buuuttt it's worth it!

Do Re Mi...

Me wants to learn how to play guitar. And then I'm gonna start a band :D Hahaha! Who's with me? Anyone? Anyone? I'm serious here. That would be so awesome. We could write songs and then get famous ferreaall ;)

Have a great Christmas everybody <3

Joe Jonas (:

Many of you don't know this yet, but...I have a GIANT crush on Joe Jonas. Like, asjklsdjkldjss. That much. He's hysterical, a Christian, and INCREDIBLY cute!

*dreamy sigh*:

Hahahaha. Gotta love him.

Oh and if you want to be my best friend ever...buy me tickettsss >:D

Just playing. Love you guysss <3>

Randomosity

Okay, so, I haven't posted in like a week so my brain is all fuzzy. Let's see, where to begin? Oh, I know:

NO MORE WORK.

I can't believe it. I'm finally free of that dreaded place I used to call work. Now I'm home free to find a job I like better! Oh, and I can have my weekends to myself like a normal teenager. I swear they wanted me to be their slave.

Hmm, what else? Ah, youth group was entertaining. I wasn't particularly good at "Four On A Chair" (never was) but afterwards Jaina and I had a lovely romp through the giant snow pile. We rolled down it, through it, jumped into/off it, it was amazing! Jaina was hesitant to do the forwards roll because she didn't want to break her neck...she was right. Oops.

Asdsjkldkghkgf good news! I've been wanting to take fencing lessons and it turns out that they have them in my town! So I'll probably start those next month :) And see if I can pull someone along with me as well. I also started the Maximum Ride books. Nudge is my favorite character so far :P

That's all for now...I seriously have no drive to keep typing right now. I've been super tired the past few days and I donno why -_- I'm gonna scoot, ta-ta-for-now!

You know what sucks?

Worrying about money.

Honestly, if you're on the lower end of middle class, you have to worry about gas prices and whether or not you'll make it through bill payments.

And you miss out on things you'd really enjoy, just because you can't pay for it.

I might sound selfish right now...

Or ungrateful.

But I'm not.

I'm just sick and tired of feeling concerned about having to scrape by for another month.

Tired of wanting something so badly, having such a passion for it and striving for it...

But being deprived of that one thing while other people are out flushing their money down the toilet on things they don't really need.

That's what sucks.

Lookit!

I got bored, and I also got to thinking. I gotta get started on this novel of mine. Sooo what's better inspiration than drawing a picture of your main character? Here she is folks, Miss Ava. I still have yet to figure out her last name. Tell me what you think, okay?

Anywho, it's one A.M. and my dad just came out and told me to go to bed. Oops...:) Later!

P.S. Click on the image to see it better <3

I Think I Need Sleep

I mean...just look at my eyes...:

Sigh.

Ow. My Lips Hurt.

I have nothing to post about. Absolutely nothing.

Okay I lied. Today I went on a trail ride in the snow instead of having a real lesson and...OWWWWCHHH. I gotta remember to wear gloves from now on when I'm riding. Really cold air+bare fingers=PAIN. and numbness.

Ohh and did I mention that I quit my job today? Okay, I didn't exactly quit, but I informed my managers that I was leaving. Ha, yeah, that's more like it. I gave them two weeks notice and then I'm outta there. It was beginning to make me miserable. Like...legit. Whenever the weekend rolled around I started to get depressed and pretty lethargic because I knew work was coming up, and honestly I just don't fit in there. I hate it.

So I only hafta work there for like two more days and then I'm home free to find a job I like better. I want to work in a bookstore or an arts and crafts store. Or a tack shop! I would enjoy that a lot. But there's no tack shops around here :( Poo.

Um. So. Yep. Here's something that you need to see:

me: hey look it's john!

john: no

john: it isn't

john: this is his ghost.

me: oh snap

john: can't you tell?

me: Sorry for misinterpreting your transparency. i thought it was a case of bad sushi.

Okay. I'm done here. And...I love you guys. And...comment...

or...

else....